A higher power does have their hand in it!!!

When Josh and I thought about starting a ,we never thought that we would encounter roadblocks. Well after many years of unsuccessful tries and different treatments we both agreed that adoption was the route for us. When we were going thru all those difficult times we wondered why we were not able to have our own biological children ~ than we had the feeling that the reason was because we were MENT to adopt!!!!

After going thru all the adoption process and the highs and lows, I have started believing that their is a high power that has their hand in shaping our lives! We sit back and think how our spunky, ornery, silly, smart M just fell into our laps when our world and hearts where shattered when the first adoption fell thru. Once we were placed with her everyone would say how much she looks like Josh....which she really does. And than with A...we waited until M was over a year and than put an e-mail out just letting our family and friends know that we were interested in adopting again (think that we could not be so lucky to find another BM on our own) and a couple weeks later we get a call from my aunt about a situation. And beautiful, precious little A and her BM just fell, once again into our laps.

I truly believe that God is making those special babies out there for all these wonderful couples who are still waiting for their little miracles. People told us that after the first failed adoption and we did not want to hear it, but it is true!

We have many friends who have adopted and their children look just like them ~ freckles, red hair, exact nose, same eye color, same likes and dislikes, same personalities ~ you can not tell me that God does not have his hand in it!!!!

M & A where the 2 puzzle pieces that were missing from Josh and I. They just fit right into our little family and our extended family, we see little bits and pieces of us in their little personalities even though I did not give birth to them.

For all those couples out their who are waiting, I know how you are feeling. But please be patient and God will place your little blessing in your arms when you least expect it.