Things may work out

Okay....before I had children I always said that I would not work and stay home with them. Well once the children came and I was in the real world I realized that I was not able to stop working and I had to place them in daycare (with our sister-in-law).

Well I am thinking about making a HUGE change in my life. I am wanting to stop working and watch children in my home. I know, I know....some people may wonder how I am going to do it and what I am giving up. All those thoughts have gone through my head once or twice but I know I am making the right decision for myself and the girls.

I put an ad in the local newspaper in May and I had like 4 families call but none of those panned out and I wondered if this was the right thing for my family and started to freak out alittle. There were days that I was sad and trying to find the answer, thinking that my dream of staying home with my girls was never gonna happen and I had to keep telling families that I never really knew when I could start. Now with the past week I have had a couple of families call and they sound pretty promising!

So I am feeling MUCH, MUCH better and I feel like this is what I am supposed to be doing and that things are starting to work out for me and I can see the light at the end of the tunnel and no longer just see darkness.

Please continue spreading the word that I am looking for children to watch and keep me in your thoughts!